The light and darkness are balanced today and we start to approach the seasons during which we turn inward, to rest, and truly to grow.
September is a transforming and transitional month, as we feel the end of summer not only through light but also through temperature—marked by the start of the falling leaves. It’s amazing to watch the boys transition into their school year and adapt to their new schedules. There is so much growth happening, even when we think we cannot see it. As a family, we have hit some new milestones, and we could not be prouder. The boys are now able to sit outside at a restaurant without needing their iPads after 20 minutes, and the bubs also adapted beautifully to a completely different routine one day when visiting Nonna and Papa. I also have started new routines with a physical asana practice, and on days when that wasn’t possible, I’ve tried to figure out how to incorporate the elliptical at the YMCA. I still need to work on the diet aspect, but it’s all about little growth over time. I’ve also felt proud of my ability to establish boundaries and navigate my relationship with alcohol this month. I’ve allowed myself to enjoy it while socializing, but I also didn’t feel the need for it to cope with some sadness and overwhelm. Just as I would praise my sons for their growth, I must do the same for myself. I look forward to the season ahead because I’m hopeful for more milestones to be met and more proud moments to celebrate.
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