October has always been the busiest month for me--SO many birthdays. It also is the perfect time to appreciate the season's change. How beautiful it is to stroll through the woods, surrounded by the golden light. Where the air is not too cold, but not abusively hot. As we approach the season's end there is a comfort, a comfort you see all around.

I love you mom and dad. I love you Autmn--

Trying to support myself in any way that I can -- selling 65% of my entire closet.

I need help with student loans and bills each month.  I promise you that all my clothes have been treated well and are just looking for a new home. 

Any help is appreciated :)


My closet is here:  ​https://poshmark.com/closet/avaelisee
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Earlier this week I had the pleasure to enjoy two days off.

On Monday while running some errands I decided to make a pit-stop at the Ramapo Reservation.  I needed to stroll through the woods.  I wanted to practice my mindful mediation.  It is quite hard for me to sit in silence and mediate, I have accepted that I am not there yet with my mind and body.  So to turn off the noise I go for walks.  Sometimes with orchestral or instrumental music, sometimes all I need is the music of nature itself.  This stroll I knew all I wanted was to walk through the paths of the reservation and observe the beauty around me; I needed the air and quiet.
 
I wanted to try to connect to nature since I was depraved of it during the summer months.  I looked for trinkets to bring home with me, to put into my journal and to adorn my sacred space.  I found beautiful leaves, and wild flowers.  It felt good to be surrounded by the green since I know it will be leaving me soon.  It felt good to just be present. I pray that this rain lightens sooner than later because I hope to explore the woods again on Monday and Tuesday this upcoming week.